February 2012
yourcerebellum:
Our relationship is like a trial and error process. If there’s a problem, we go try again and fix it. Nothing is ever perfect, but I’m just glad that it’s you I’m with.
jjohnr:
Because life is just one big mess.
I felt at ease with you today; happy, but not fully satisfied. I suppose I need closure. I can’t accept being inflicted with pain and going about my day as if I wasn’t affected at all. I guess the empty pangs in my stomach is the craving I have for more of your attention. At this point, I only hope for your consistency to follow your return. I just miss you. That’s all.
I feel...
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i'm too lazy to breathe: And sometimes I just feel... →
reenamia:
And sometimes I just feel like screaming. Screaming out of frustration, out of rage, out of sorrow, out of loneliness. To muster my breath and just release everything awful inside of me in one motion; to rid myself of the feelings that tear at me from the inside. Every day, I want to scream.
But…
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i'm too lazy to breathe: No matter how hard I try... →
reenamia:
No matter how hard I try to be happy, sadness always, undoubtedly, seeps back into my life somehow. I smile, I laugh, and I try so hard to be positive. I do things to keep me busy. I try to be friendly and kind and sociable. Thinking about it, there’s not even anything to be sad about, really.
…
You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you,...
– Richard Siken (via hanthelion)
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Howl’s Moving Castle seems to cure my heartache even if it’s only for a little while.
I have the deepest affection for intellectual conversations. The ability to just...
– (via -nixxplosive)
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It’s difficult to make decisions with indecisive people.
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jjohnr:
When someone tries to be a hero in a horror flick, and turns out to be the damsel in distress. But they’re actually just really stupid because she/he screw up everyone that’s trying to survive.
I LOVE HOW WE’RE WATCHING THIS TOGETHER BUT NOT REALLY CAUSE YEAH
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i'm too lazy to breathe: We were stricken with a... →
reenamia:
We were stricken with a tragic love, a love that was destined to fail, a love that had absolutely nothing going for it and everything going against its happy ending.
And it’s such a shame, because it’s the most beautiful love that I have ever experienced.
So much so that I don’t have the…
I woke up this morning, sore from the physical work I had to put into yesterday’s practices. My muscles were sore but I figured that my body ached more for you. I suppose I’ve been attempting to fill the limitless void in my chest by pushing myself to continue my momentum of productivity.
There’s days where my plans work more than others and lonesomeness isn’t really...
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80′s arrived...
– (via she-whispers)
one-mic:
atwtktd:
i want to kiss you like i’m reading braille with my tongue, and for each of your breaths to complete the sentences i’d never dare say.
“I want to kiss you like I’m reading braille with my tongue”
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alvinininster:
I just want to be happy. Is that too much to ask for?
cloying:
Overthinking is so trajectory, it leads away from the original idea and before you know it you’re going backwards. And fuck, that’s my problem.
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Where are you?
jackilewis:
Because you’re not there for me anymore.
cloying:
You know what I hate about how vulnerable men can be, or especially me. You can stare at women and at the peculiar things they do and you’d already be half way lost in the world of figuring what the fuck just happened and why did she just invade my mindless space shit lightspeeding through the galaxy of oh fuck I just let myself fall underneath again.
Man, I’m so ready just shoot me...
I have this really strange craving to play Kingdom Hearts right now.
I yearn for your touch but I suppose your current despondent disposition is helping me obtain what was once mine: individuality, independence. And it took me days of analyzation, nights of endless tears and 2 boxes of seaweed to finally understand that. I feel motivated to focus on my own needs, which can only be fulfilled by Him and not the constant need of your presence.
Though I suppose, I do...
Someone left a dirty diaper in my room…
talldickandhandsome:
The youth today is wasted potential.
I just — I just need something to happen. I need a sign things are gonna change....
– Grey’s Anatomy (via runawaytrain)
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My baby sister was playing with water and so as punishment, mother is making her hold angles…
I remember lonely and what it tasted like before your name took root in my...
– Warsan Shire (via bavarde)
erudess:
I do long for that bare-faced, white summer frock, barefoot felt, hair undone, darling look — but my features are so bland and dark.
cloying:
I want to write this, but I don’t know how. There’s just some shit I can’t reassemble into words, well. At least not yet I can.
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I can’t express the disappointment I feel right now.
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I’m such an awkward dancer. Why do I even do this?